Going Down

DAY SIX: Oh gosh. PS. 'Grats, Inductees!!!

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 15:15:38 GMT

Sharing is Caring: for one week, recommend/share:
Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

A quote. I'd share something smarter and more profound, but at the moment, I am really amused by this particular quote from Heroes S3.

"You know what father used to say. God gave you a big sister instead of a brain." -Meredith to Flint

I can't help but laugh at what Meredith said. If I were her, and if I had a brother like Flint, I don't think I'd have the guts to say those things XDDD

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CONGRATULATIONS SA BAGONG INDUCTEES!!!!!!!!

Ufufufufu, akala nyo tapos na ang app period? Hindi pa! HINDI!!! May induction pa. Ang pinakamasayang even sa taon :3

Good luck na lang sa inyo :3

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Ugh, kabuang na ang buhay kahit na first day back pa lang. Maraming make-up class, maraming exams.

Gah.

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Nagtantrums ata ako kagabi habang tulog. Hindi ko rin na malayan, pero ang alam ko ay di ako makatulog at di rin makaisip. Tipong conscious ang mind mo, pero hindi mo ito ma-control. Ang naaalala ko na lang ay sobra akong naiinitan nun. Ewan, nakabukas naman ang aircon. Tinanggal ko na ang kumot ko, mainit pa rin. Palagay ko ikot ako nang ikot kaya nagising ang nanay ko. Tinanong nya ako kung anong nangyari sa akin tapos ang sinagot ko, kung tama ang naaalala ko, ay "mainit" in barely coherent grunts. Na-gets naman niya at mukhang itinapat sa akin ang aircon. After nun, nakatulog din ako.

Weird lang na di ako tumayo para sa sarili ko. Naiisip ko un. Pero di ko ma-will ang sarili kong tumayo.

Naglolokohan nga kami ni Karina. Baka may dumalaw sa akin haha

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Pagod na ako >_>

DAY FIVE: Back to reality

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 14:47:20 GMT

THE BEST SUPERMAN SONG EVER

And that is not a joke. Anytime you need to laugh, WATCH THIS.

This made me laugh so hard and neither Heechul nor JoKwon is in it. IT'S EPIC.

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I realized something. I had always been against Kpop's popularity in the country. True, it may be selfish, but maybe it's just because I want to shove away people who used to call it weird. It's this feeling that I want them away from something they used to see badly before. If you look at it from a different point of view, it's actually great: they're appreciating something that deserves to be appreciated. But somehow, I can't. All I see is hypocrisy. Maybe they didn't understand it before, but now, I don't understand them.

It's very surprising to see the very people who call you weird - the very people who used to laugh at the things you like, ask you why in the world are you listening to songs you don't understand, and not be just like the normal people and like the same things - actually like those things. It really is odd.

Oh. Maybe they're starting to like it because the normal people are beginning to like it? I don't know. Maybe they really like it because they like it. But I don't care. I'm selfish. I'm twisted. I'm vengeful. I'm petty. I don't want people to like them just because others like them. I want them to be appreciated for what they can do.

You can say what's on your mind, let me have my say too.

I say all these things when I've already given up trying to stop this growing popularity. I'm happy for the artists. They're becoming more popular by the day. More people know their names; more people can appreciate their music. Hey, if it makes them happy, so be it.

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I feel so happy every time I get to cross out something from my to-do list. I actually think that I have purpose in my life. But then again, compared to others, I'm still one lazy ass. I do wonder where they get their motivation, their drive to study ahead of schedule, to always listen to class. I really admire them. But in a way, I don't want to live like that...

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GOLDIE

A cat. A friend. A spoiled, smelly baby.January 17, 2000 - October 5, 2008
It's my most beloved's first death anniversary today. I still remember last year. For weeks, Goldie was sick. He wasn't eating properly nor was he getting what he ingested out. Soon, he could barely walk. He even tried to scratch me whenever I try pulling him out of the cage. He was so weak my heart breaks every time I look at him. I tried to deny that the time for him to leave me has come. We brought him to the vet. He had ear infection, which has gone to his eye. My baby was blinded on one eye. The vet poked that left eye and Goldie didn't even flinch. I could barely hold my tears then.
The morning after we went to the vet, I woke up, supposedly to my Physics exam, but no. The first thing I heard that morning was my mom's voice, "Shobe, wala na si Goldie." I can't even begin on what I felt that morning. I asked where he was, but my father had him buried by then. My mother told me that my Goldie was really too hard to look at, that even my father didn't want to touch him. My poor baby.
And now that I'm writing this, I still want to cry. I've never shed tears for his death.
It's kind of stupid. To be this attached to something you know you're going to lose. To love someone or something this much, knowing that one day, it'll all be gone. I miss him - really, really miss him. But I can't hold on forever.
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Today is my cat's first death anniversary, and yet there I was earlier this afternoon extracting cat brain. Oh the irony.
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Some exam schedules had been released. And boy will it be fun. Exams till integ period eh? Well, wait for me, sembreak, cause I'm not going to let any exam tear me away from you!
...it's going to be one very long week.
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People have been posting a lot of pictures we took in high school. People might hate me for this, but I've kinda closed that chapter of my life already. I'm not saying that I want to forget about it, but I am not sure whether I want to go back to it. I might've looked really happy then, very carefree. But looking back, I wasn't. I was trapped. I had to be this kind of person. A person who had to act properly, that is able to give solutions to everything - an all-around fixer. I guess it became too much.
I go through my private blog. One that holds the things that I never want others to know. And I saw the things that I've felt before.
Looking at it now, it's almost empty. It just means that now there are no more secrets and no more pretending.
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I've always been told that I am such a happy person. Maybe I am. Maybe I'm not.
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My apologies to my LJ f-list. I should write on LJ next time, and not on Multiply. No LJ-cut sucks big time.
Oh, and 9cest~ SEE YOU TOMORROW AT THE TAMBAYAN :3

DAY FOUR. Stress [reliever]

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 13:03:51 GMT

DAY FOUR.

A site. Hmmm. Kung si Bush ay pwede mong batuhan ng sapatos, ito naman ang version ni GMA: http://www.tanginamogma.co.tv Mainam na stress reliever yan. Subukan ninyo \o

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Day was rather uneventful. Finished reading for my 102. Started on 101. The length of next exam's coverage startled me. The rest of my time was divided into trying to understand Solid-state NMR and WAXS, playing CafeWorld (give me a week before I get tired of it), and watching Heroes. I'm already at season 3 episode 5. Contrary to what others say, I think S2 is better than S3, but I really can't say yet. After all, it's just the fifth episode.

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Tomorrow... Tomorrow is the start of the hellish week that will end all hell weeks for this semester. I still wonder how we're going to agree on a schedule that will keep us alive until finals week.

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I wish all of you the best in the coming week!

PS. Dinner was the pig's heart and stomach =3

PPS. *just imagine that this is all sparkly and ghei* HAPPY BIRTHDAY, UEPOMU!!!!

Spamming your inbox yet again

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 05:46:44 GMT

DAY THREE.

Unfortunately, I am not all that fond of e-books, so I can only give you titles and book covers.

First rec: Tom Clancy's Rainbow Six. A classic. The thought of reading Tom Clancy's work never crossed my mind before. I do like guns and wars, but Clancy seemed too technical and macho that I didn't bother to have a second look. But one day, in a bargain shop, Rainbow Six, in all its 700-page glory, was just a hundred pesos. I couldn't help myself, and there is really no harm in trying. So I got me a copy, read it through (albeit slowly), and loved it. Although I am not too fond of his fan-fic-ish style with names, the plot is really smart. The technical part was true, but even if you don't know what an HK46 or whatever-jet is, you'll find that there's more to Rainbow Six than those toys for the big boys. Conspiracy, terrorism, and an epic anti-terror group. Terrific.

Next is The Mozart Conspiracy. It's British, I think. My sister just sent it over from NZ. So okay, I love conspiracies, but this one beats Da Vinci Code in more ways than one. For one, it's unpredictable, smarter, and not a stitched up version of ten conspiracy theories. Although some points seem implausible, in the spy world, maybe it just is.

Last red is Dennis Lehane's Shutter Island. You can find a review I wrote a year or two ago there. I am so in love with this book. SO. VERY. IN. LOVE.

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I haven't been able to read books recently. And other than the really cliche excuse that is acads, I must say that the other really cliche excuse is also bothering me. Books are getting really expensive. And we thought that only gas and rice prices were rising, yeah? I have missed the Manila Book Fair TWICE already :( Ahh, my book-life, what has happened to you ;o;

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This morning was the first time I ate breakfast with my grandmother in ten years. I guess more. I don't actually know why I ended up eating with them, but I did. It wasn't really awkward. But it was kind of strange.

And this morning, we had this groundbreaking ritual I told you about yesterday. When I got home from breakfast, there was a pig's heart on our table. LOL. And a whole chicken, friend lapu-lapu, some more pork, lots of fruits, and lots of candies. Apparently, we have to eat up everything (except the candies) within two days to "keep the magic" in them. Hax. So much for trying to lose weight.

Amidst Pepeng...

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 10:55:40 GMT

I am obliged to post because of this meme >_> Although that was what my original intention was...

So, DAY TWO. A picture.

I share this:

It's nothing interesting, I know, but this is a picture of me with two of my bestest friends. I haven't seen them since May... or was it June? And I miss them a lot. I was planning to have a sleepover at Shirleen's place (yeah, my sleepover at her house, lol) but I guess it'd be really difficult with the new schedule.

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What to blog about when I just blogged yesterday? Hmm. I guess the fact that my laptop lagged a lot today. IDK why, but now when I really needed to use photoshop, it lags like whoa. And apart from the poster, I haven't really done anything academic yet. At least, some light has been shed on our fate next week. Bio102 lec exam will push through on October 7. And so will the Journal Club. Yey. Bio101 lab exam TBA still but sure to be postponed.

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I didn't get the chance to say anything about fandom shiz last post. I guess it's because I've almost no time for it. [Time has been spent watching Heroes! Finally done with season 2. Not as bad as what others say, I think.] Anyway, KAT-TUN fandom is very, very quiet. Other than the fact that Jin's scandalous pictures of An-an and his solo debut for BANDAGE is a really hot issue, Kame is lying low with his DreamBoys stint. The other four... IDK, really.

DBSK issues have gone down. No final decision by the court, by Jae and Micky have their own singles, which I haven't dl-ed yet for many reasons ~~I don't like Micky's voice~~ but I really should... >_< Changmin and Yunho both have their dramas. I wonder what the dolphin is up to though.

KOREA HAS TOO MANY GIRLBANDS. This year, T-ARA, f(x), HAM, and 4minute debuted. (Tell me if I missed one.) And the following months, Secret, JQT, and that other group I forgot the name will also be debuting. As if they don't already have BEG, SNSD, KARA, WonderGirls, etcetcetc to fill their screens. Good news to fangirls: there're going to be MBLAQ and that other group I forgot the name to debut soon.

Se7en's comeback = WANT.

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I found a new manga that I really really like! It's title is Gamble Fish. It's a really smart psychological manga that will make you keep turning the pages. Too bad it's not yet done.

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Since we're going to have the house renovated, we have to find a new place to live in. And then, I'd have a loss of intarwebs. At least, after the house is rebuilt, I'd have my own room :)

Tomorrow's groundbreaking day. Despite Peping, I doubt my parents will have it moved. After all, feng shui >_<

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May the Lord be with each and every one of us as Peping/Pepeng/whatever enters the country.

Surviving. [post has been sitting for 3 weeks D:]

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 12:02:02 GMT

Sharing is Caring: for one week, recommend/share:
Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

IU - Mia (Acoustic Ver.)

IU is a South Korean singer known for her acoustic interpretations of popular songs such as Gee, Sorry Sorry, and Lies with 2NE1's Dara's younger brother, Park Sang Hyun. Debuting at 15, her song Mia - Missing Child in English - was praised by music critics but was not very well accepted due to her age. However, IU's unique vocal quality endears the listeners to this song. Currently, she is trying to enter the pop, cutesy music scene of Korea with her song Boo. The song is also good, but I'd love for her to continue singing acoustic and rock ballads.

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This was supposed to be an acads rant post. But since I kept on pushing this to later, I guess it has turned into the obligatory Ondoy post. But before that, I really need to get a lot of things of my chest. Things I really want to tell people but just can't. At least, not now.

1. Stop being a hypocrite. You hate her because of what she has done, but you're just the same. Sometimes, saying things straight up, and to the person involved is better. Creates less misunderstanding. Actually makes people not hate you. And it's much more effective than screaming what you think to the world, believe me. If you want to tell me something, tell me. I'd rather hear it from you than from others. Don't wait for me to have you get a taste of what you like to do. I know we don't agree on some... wait, a lot of things, but it doesn't merit you to do this out of spite.

2. I hoped it was just hormones. But I guess not. I think I do, but I hope not. I want you to stay, but I'm sure you can't. It's selfish of me to do so. I'm glad you care, though. I'm really glad.

3. I love you. Really. But please stop being a child. The world isn't built to conform to your every need. And I don't want to hear you complaining over stuff that isn't even worth complaining about. C'mon, you can do better! I believed in you, but now, I'm just disappointed. I wonder if it can get better.

4. On Monday it's going to be a year since I've lost you. I still miss you, and I still hope you'd be there. I know it's impossible to see you again, much more to be able to touch you. I miss the warmth. I miss the company. I try not to cry whenever I think of you. I try not to feel down whenever I pass by that place where you used to be. I can't believe it's been a year. I can't believe I survived without you.

5. PLEASE SHUT UP. Can't you see that there are people who are actually irritated by your jokes? You're old enough to be mature. You're old enough to be sensitive.

6. I am so thankful that you've become my friend. Really. You might not feel it, but I really do.

7. What do you want to do with your life? Seriously. I know I'm in no place to say this, but WHY????

8. I am so over you treating me like I'm some sort of worker that will be at your every whim and fancy. Get a clue, dude. I help you out because I want to. Don't abuse me. I have a limit too. Not everything is MY fault. You weren't there to counter it. Just because I was there doesn't mean I am completely responsible for it. And by the way, learn how to thank people next time?

9. I am not sure on what I feel about you. Sometimes I really, really don't like you, but sometimes you're OK. Well, now, you're mostly OK which is good because I wouldn't know how I'm going to survive everyday if you weren't. Really.

10. Lastly, WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOURSELF? Step up! Gah, I thought you could do better, but here you are doing nothing except being hormonal and angsty and being a girl on puberty. You are so way past that. Act your age. Relax once in a while. Believe in yourself. Believe me, something good will happen soon.

OH. YEAH. BATO BATO SA LANGIT TAMAAN ~~KA SANA~~ ANG MAGAGALIT 8D

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Now that that's out, let's get to Ondoy.

Last Saturday was ABM's med mission. Thank God that the mission site was only behind Ilang-Ilang and not somewhere far away. The morning was already quite gloomy, but no one thought it'd turn into Ondoy the Epic Flooder. So we went and continued. The med mission went well, despite the Signal no. 1 already on Manila. Except for the fact that we could barely hear each other amidst the strong rain and our feet are almost submerged in flood. Oh, also, the rain couldn't help but woosh into the court, making everyone pull out their umbrellas inside the court. We finished around 12nn but packed up by 1PM. I was supposed to go to Ida's for journal club but we called it off. Too much rain, it was almost impossible to commute. I called home so I could be picked up by my dad, but they called me afterwards saying it was impossible to get to UP. Q. Ave was impassable. Traffic was jammed. My mom told me to just go over to Reena's place and wait for them there, but if the weather does not clear up, she told me to just sleep over at Reena's. So, OK, texted Reena, got her go signal, but had to wait until her class is over.

Tired, wet and hungry, we (ABMer's, UPM peeps, doctors, and I) went to BnA for lunch. ChoKiss had a long queue and was closing by 2, so we went down to ROC (food was good =3) for lunch. I am still amazed how blessed we were to have seats in the packed resto. Here, everything went crazy. On the way to BnA, visibility was almost zero, and the sewers were overflowing. But then, we weren't all that scared yet. It was just a strong storm. Nothing to really panic about.

After lunch, Jodie, Aimee and I had to go to IB. We were supposed to ride a jeep, but the jeeps weren't getting people anymore by that time. And so, we walked.

IT WAS CRAZY. I TELL YOU, THE LAGOON MULTIPLIED.

When we got to IB, we were WET. DRENCHED. SOAKED. Name it. Thank God I had plans to go overnight so I had spare clothes. Aimee is a dormer, so she had clothes. I am sorry for Jodie though. And I am sorry for having you guys go through that ~river~ XD

It was really creepy, being stuck there. Not knowing if you can go home. I was lucky enough to have Reena around (ILUSM 8D) but some of my friends stayed over at IB. I really felt sorry, but I guess there was nothing to feel sorry about >_> They had more luxuries than Reena and I did XD

The scary part when I was over at Reena's. The storm was scary. And I was worried about the people at home. >_< Thank God, really, that my family's safe. I got home safely Sunday morning.

The next few days was spent contacting people, asking how they were. It was excruciating. I almost cried out of worry a couple of times. And I almost cried when I found out they're alright =3

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Ondoy has passed. Here comes Pepeng to haunt us. Lord, please, don't let Peping do any more harm. The country has suffered enough. We still have not recovered from Ondoy. Lord, let this storm pass.

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The surprise one week break I have spent watching Heroes. I did study once in a while, but more of Heroes. How productive. :|

To-do list:

150:

-Journal Club

-Poster

-4th Lec Exam

-Lab Finals

102:

-4th Lec Exam

-5th Lec Exam

-5th Lab Exam

-6th Lab Exam

-Lec Special Project

101:

-Lab Plates

-3rd Lab Exam

-3rd Lec Exam

72/72.1:

-3rd Lec Exam

-Practical Exam

-Tech Paper/Peer Review

ArtStud1:

-Finals

NOW, HOW WILL THEY SQUEEZE THIS IN ONE WEEK?

BETTER YET, HOW MANY HOURS WILL I GET TO SLEEP THEN? 8D

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Ned was asking me earlier if I had an idea on who I wanted as my thesis adviser. (So far, yet seemingly so near~) I told her that yes, I have thought about it.

But... thinking about it now, that person is my friend in FB....

If I get that person as my thesis adviser, I'd be stalked, I can't complain about my thesis, and lol, I'd get scolded on my Wall XD

Oh well, if I really want it, I won't mind these~

Buddy Detto + Other Stuff I Don't Find Relevant (LIES)

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 10:52:35 GMT

Let's start with an LJ meme~

The HONESTY BoxAnon is on. So yeah. Even without an LJ account, feel free to leave a reply~

I'm posting just to post this meme XD

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So buddy week has started! Yey! My buddy this time is Alexis, a freshmen from Eng'g o/ I noticed a trend with my buddies: They're all from Eng'g but they both shifted out. Madz from CS now in FA, and Nigel from CE to BAA. Alexis told me that she had no plans to shift out. I'm crossing my fingers that this is not a curse XD

Anyway, we were supposed to go to Joo Sarang for some epic karaoke time but the rain would not cooperate. To quote Bea, "Nagpi-PMS ang langit." And so we ended up just staying in Trinoma for the usual buddy detto combo: Timezone and a movie.

Timezone, as usual, was lots of fun! Nadine, Krinkle, Kate (Nadine's buddy), Alexis, and I even has purikura <3 PURIKURA <3<3<3<3<3<3 I'd share the picture but I'm lazy~~~~

We watched Ice Age 3 in 3D! ...actually, we weren't supposed to watch it in 3D... but we didn't know orz... But I think it was worth it. It was so cute~~ PEACHES <3

Buck FTW o/

We also went around Toys R'Us~ And got a picture with Ben10!!!!!

//random:

DYKT TATER'S DELIVERS FOOD TO YOU WHILE INSIDE THE CINEMA?

I'm sorry if I'm such a loser but this is the first time I've tried and omg it's amazing XD

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Here begins the stuff that is not relevant to your interests~

EXAMS. Gah. I had two this Monday. The first one was for 101. It was doable. After that was the exam for 72. I WILL LAUGH IF I PASS THAT EXAM. THAT'D BE A GREAT MIRACLE.

Although I did read the powerpoints, everything was forgotten during the exam time XD

Now I have a queue of exams in the next few weeks or so. I now believe that there will be reason to celebrate an examless week.

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I LEFT MY UMBRELLA IN NIP T_T

Yesterday - Tuesday. Light blue. Fibrella T_T I haven't told my parents since I'm scared. It hasn't even been a year. :| I BLAME IT ON THE TECH PAPER.

I hope it's still there tomorrow....

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My life is a telenovela.

Too much is happening every since my grandfather's passing. Too much drama.

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I have decided. I might seem like such a loser, but I don't feel like I belong anymore. I don't think that you need me nor what I can give. We should stop playing around. I want this to stop.

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I HATE DRAWING T_T

My plates ;A;

1 week down, n more weeks to go >_

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 05:51:15 GMT

To sum up my first week of class: WHAT IN THE WORLD DID I GET MYSELF INTO?

Yeah. Not that I don't love my course or my orgs, but sometimes it hits me, really, what am I trying to be?

A fandom analogy, this is probably what Ryo wants to ask Ueda during their warring days XD

Really, what am I trying to do with my life.

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Bio 101
Lecture is well, I'm really not sure how to describe it since we practically haven't started. So far, it's just a review of Bio11 (which, I hope, I can still remember... although I doubt it. :|) Sooner or later, I'm expecting the difficulty to level up a bit.

NUMBER OF EXAMS: Three..

Lab looks like a lot of fun, too, but I think I'd better prepare my pencils and eraser. It'll be another drawing class disguised as a biology subject. Urgh, I should look for that fine print in our curriculum: Drawing skills required.

NUMBER OF EXAMS: Three?

Bio 102
Lecture is bordering on torture. Although Ma'am Pocsidio is funny (once in a while) I can barely hear her. Note to self: talk to her before class. I guess I really have to read a lot for this class.

NUMBER OF EXAMS: Four?

Lab is scaring me. Too many things to memorize. The fact that they all sound alike is a pain. Ma'am Catap is really, really, really hyper though XD My blockmates say she's kind of disorganized, but I guess I don't notice it at all since I had a lab instructor that's much less organized XD Thanks for the training! \o

NUMBER OF EXAMS: SIX?!?!?!?!!!!!!!

Bio150
Lecture and lab prof is the same person. If there is only one word I can use to describe her, it'd be MADALDAL. I swear, I've had teachers who really like to talk, and she's somewhere in the top of the list. (Of course, Majinbuu pwns everybody in the list :|)

NUMBER OF EXAMS: Four in lec. IDK in lab.

So far, we have reporting and a "field trip" of sorts for this class. Kind of strange, having it so early in the year. But Ma'am Buerano has a point: it's better to have it early when other subjects aren't competing with your time.

Physics 72
OH PHYSICS. WE MEET AGAIN. I CRY CRY. Not that I'm already dying, but I can feel it coming soon. I can still understand what Sir Felix is spouting, but I wish he'd stop forcing himself to teach in English. It makes the lesson 10 times more difficult to understand. If he would just teach in the language he's comfortable in...

NUMBER OF EXAMS: Three.

Physics 72.1
The instructor reminds me of Johann when he was an app in AME XD Sir David is really reserved and quiet. He just stands at the side watching us, his voice really soft. I wonder if he's really like that or if it's just because it was the first day?

NUMBER OF EXAMS: Two, Finals and Practicals.

Lastly, ArtStud1
I have this really, really cute prof XD She has a small voice and speaks in accented English. She's a bit readings-heavy, but I guess it'll do. I hope I can manage.

NUMBER OF EXAMS: Two.

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AME
Still on top of my org priority list. Being a person in charge is really tiring, I knew this when I decided to run for the position. But I did it thinking of stopping all other activities. I guess my fission mailed. -___________-\\

I'm so proud of my Memcom so far. They are such hardworking people :) *o* I hope you guys continue doing such a great job <3 Now, if only I could be as hardworking XD I'm still not done with the Manual D:

The fair theme, date and venue has been decided! \o Save the date in your calendars, people! November 28, 2009! I hope to see you there!

Also, for people interested in applying, we'll be having the booth soon~ (Most probablly the last week of June to the second week of July =3)

Anyway, I'm starting to feel the pressure of everything and I still have my worries on how I'm going to handle the coming application period. Especially since I only have a very limited break time. And looking at the number of exams I have to take, I might end up crazy. Time to toughen up!

Scientia
Aha! Do I see a change in priorities? What used to be at the bottom of my priority list has gone one step up! I guess having much more responsibilities calls for more attention. I asked for a low profile position. It seems like I made a mistake. Lapase in judgment, as celebrities in scandals would say. But still, good luck to EdBoard 09-10! Woohoo!

ABM
I feel really apologetic to the people in ABM, especially my chambermates and my buddies, but I can't promise that I'll be as active as I was before, not that I was very active. I'll try my best to help out in all the activities but I really can't promise dropping by a lot especially during the app period. I hope you guys understand ;_____;

Although this time I hope that no more changes will be made to the schedules the execom has released XD I'm marking November 14th in my calendar :P>>><<<

I realy hope I can tell my mother all of these. Problem is, I can't. She doesn't know that I hold a position in AME nor in Scientia. Although she knows that I have an epic schedule and life ahead, she still wants me to do some part-time tutoring. I already told her that it's beyond my capacity, unless I really want to spend the semester without a wink. I told her as early as summer that I don't want the job so she can look for someone to do the job instead of me, but no. She insists that I take the job.

I can solve it easily by telling my mother about everything, but it's not in my character to do that. And I'm expecting a scolding once I do so. I just have to tell her again that it's my third year of college and doing a part time job with THAT academic load will be suicidal for me.

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RANDOM PLUGGING TIME.

IKAW.

OO. IKAW.

Trip mo ba ang pagsusulat? E ang pagguhit?
Ang photography?

Kung oo, IKAW ang hinahanap namin.

Sali na sa SCIENTIA 09-10!
Mag-comment laman sa blogpost na ito kung gusto nyong sumali. :)

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AME no JIDAI
雨の時代

November 28, 2009.
A-venue, Makati City.

ABANGAN.

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Eden of the East is finished. I love the plot, but I really wish that they told more of it. Tsktsk, this is bad. Very high expectations on the movies.

FMA:B. I'm losing interest. Fast. T_T I want Hohenheim to appear.

On other news, I'm getting hooked into Korean hip-hop. And I am NOT happy with MYX playing 2NE1 and WG songs. I am really NOT happy. :| I'm feeling that I'll start liking lesser known artists because of this. Brand New Day <3

BUT PLEASE DO NOT LET THE JE FANDOM TO SPREAD IN THE PHILIPPINES. I don't want to see Kame's face plastered all over the streets. (Although it would be fun to see MatsuJun's XD)

Let me go to you (when I have money XD) but do not, oh do not, come here ;A;

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Aoyama Thelma. Your songs are really beautiful.

Happy =3

Thu, 21 May 2009 16:18:54 GMT

I'm too tired to even write a blog entry, but I want to write everything down while it's still fresh in my head. =3

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First time kong lumabas kasama ang ilan sa mga future blockmates ko (HI, J3!!!! JAI HO!) at grabe. Nakakapagod. Maraming salamat, James, ah. Ang sabaw sabaw sabaw.

So. 20 kaming lahat na sumama papuntang Tagaytay, si Ma'am Rhay at ang fiancee nya, si Ma'am Bick, Mika, Yen, JC, Mich, Gelo, Andrew, Sammy, Karina, Krizia, Eloisa, Ida, Ria, Denise, James, Kat Manas, at NIck. Tapos ako. Salamat kay Eloisa, ang dapat na 11AM departure namin ay naging almost 12 na. Haha bumili pa ata kasi ng mamon :P

Anyway, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KINA GELO AT DENISE.

Nag-picnic grove kami. Nakarating kami dun ng mga 1:30PM. Siyempre, habang nagbiyabiyahe ay nagkekwentuhan kaming lahat. Naikot na yata namin lahat ng pwedeng pag-usapan: yung Hayden-Katrina sex scandal, pro-choice or pro-life, ang kasalukuyang sitwasyon ng ating bayan, etc. Grabe, diba? Ang intelektwal ng aming pag-uusap.

Pagkarating ng picnic grove at sa aming pag-umpisang kumain ng hapunan, umulan. Magaling. Nasa Tagaytay kami, handang mag-Frisbee o mag-zip line, pero umuulan. At di lang siya bastang ambon - ulan talaga. Siyempre, nalungkot kami kaya't inapi na lang namin ang birthday boy (hi, Gelo :P) at nagkwentuhan ng kung anu-ano.

After the rain, lumipat kami ng "family shed" at nakita tuloy kami nung mamang taga-singil ng bayad para sa mga sheds. Takas na sana kami dun sa dati naming puwesto pero binabaha na kami T_T

Dito na nagsimula ang mga amazing na pangyayari. Nagdala ng alcohol si Mich. At ayun, nagkaron ng drinking game. Although parang di rin naman sinunod dahil mas trip ni James ang halikan :P 1,2,3,4,5,6,sh*t.

Nung napagod na si James sa kasisigaw ng "INVISIBLE!" at "MONGOLOID BABY!" ay nag random games na lang kami gamit ang sampalok at gecko trolli XD Di ko gets bakit bumili ang nanay ko nun, pero sige. Kainin natin ala Lady and the Tramp. XD

After nun, nag-Frisbee na kami. Palpak akong mag-laro haha. Pero keribels lang. Masaya pa rin. Lumubog ako sa putikan nung pabalik, though T_____T

AT SA WAKAS dumating na kami sa pinakaantay kong part ng pagpunta sa picnic grove <3 ZIP LINE!!! Ahaha ang saya saya <3 Gusto kong umulit <3 Salamat, Gelo, sa pagbayad ng kalahati XP

Background music nga pala habang kami'y nag-zizip line ay ang DragonBall OST. Ngayon ko lang na-realize na lumilipad ang mga characters ng DragonBall. May connection...? XP Hyperanalysis101 (<term galing kay Arabelle :P)

At siyempre, di pwedeng walang dinner. In fairness, nagpunta pa kaming Mahogany para mag-bulalo. Salamat Eloisa at James haha Ang sarap kumain <3 Pero sinira ko ang diet ko nun T_T Sorry lady doctor. Minsan lang naman e :P At dahil sa kakulitan/charm ni James, nakuha namin ung saging nang libre. Ahahaha Andami pa nun!

Nung pauwi na, nagumpisa na ang mga ghost stories. Isa lang ang masasabi ko: James, ADDICT KA.

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Anyway, I'm now home. Tired. I think that when my face meets my pillow, I'll be off to dreamland in a second :)

And now for a special announcement:

PAALAM, CHEM40.

PAALAM, INSTITUTE OF CHEM.

Natapos na rin kami sa wakas. Physics na lang ang thorn at our sides.

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I finally finished Ichi Pondo no Fukuin.

Dorky!Kame, geek!Kame, kawaii!Kame, sexy!Kame, kakkoii!Kame, baka!Kame, serious!Kame, fail!Kame, ghei!Kame, and I could go on and on forever, I love 'em all. <3

I really regret not watching this dorama before. Kame is really good in this dorama. And Kuroki Meisa just looks like a real-life Barbie doll. It's really one of the best not-so-serious doramas I've seen.

Some of my favorite caps:

I love the middle Kame XD Covering his underarm like that. So cute XD

aDORKDORKDORKDORKDORKDORKable

[insert squeal here]

I love this cap BEST. Nothing beats a Kame dressing up as a woman <3

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On other news, yesterday, I almost died of boredom.

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Tom Clancy writes such manly stories but I still get really hooked. He's a really great writer.

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I deeply apologize to my Multiply friends. You have to suffer seeing the faggotry of my fandom. (Kame <3)

LJ cut is the best thing ever o/

In Memory of Mrs. Aida Veto

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 15:17:05 GMT

Mrs. Aida Veto passed away last March 25, 2009. She passed away due to congestive heart failure. For some, if not most, of us, she was our Grade 6 English teacher. Let's not forget Mrs. Veto, our teacher. To those who want to pay their last respect, her body lies at St. Peter Memorial Chapel, along Quezon Avenue. - Colossians Chapel. Cremation will be on April 1, 2009. Her loved ones would like to request for our help. As of the moment, the money they have is not yet enough for her cremation. For those who wish to help, please do drop by the Chapel. Let us pray for her and those she left behind.

Dapat tinatapos ko na ang paper ko sa CWTS e... Pero HINDI!

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 14:28:49 GMT

Andito ako, nagbblog.

Sorry, groupmates. Mahal ko kayo. Promise matatapos ko siya bago mag 12:00AM. Ipapadala ko siya kay Sir by 11:59PM. Maniwala kayo.

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So, ayun. Nagfield trip ako around UP. Ahahaha. Pero between SPMO lang at CS. Ano, di nyo alam yung SPMO no? ~~Totoo lang ay nalaman ko lang na nag-eexist siya recently XD~~ Well, basta Properties Management Office ata siya. Di ko alam kung ano yung S XP

So ayun. Nanggaling ako sa FC para icheck ang grades ko sa Philo11. As expected, bagsak ako sa first long XD Pero pasado naman ang standing ko... Kaya sa mga nagbabasa nito: KUKUHA PA BA AKO NG FINALS? May finals pa kasi ako sa Chem. Not that ganun ako kasipag mag-aral, pero nakakatamad nang magreview pa para sa Philo11 finals. T_T;;

After nun nagpunta akong Pav4 para i-check ang grades ko sa 180. ORAYT. Exemption get-o! I'm so happy. That's definitely one subject I DO NOT want to take the final exam. Masyadong haggard :| I went to the SPMO right after. Mabuti na lang at mabait yung mga tao dun. Kulang kasi yung mga dala kong papeles at kelangan kong magpaphotocopy. E kamusta naman, ang SPMO ay yung building na mukhang abandonado sa may CHE papuntang Math :| Basta yung may Wikang Filipino Research Center or something >_< So, uh, ang pinakamalapit na pa-xeroxan ay mga ilang hundred meters away...? Ayun, para raw di ko na kelanganin pang bumalik, phinotocopy na lang nila para sa akin yung mga papeles <3 (Hax, kundi nila ginawa yun baka ano nang nangyari sa akin D: )

Matapos nun ay pumunta akong CS. Malapit lang sana... SANA. Unfortunately, inaayos yung daan. :| Dumaan ako dun dati kasama si Reena kahit na may DANGER: Do Not Enter na sign. This time, di na ako dumaan. Nagpaka-mabuting citizen ako ng Pilipinas. XD Hahaha, pero more of di talaga ako makadaan dahil mukha nang sandpit yung kelangan kong daanan. Congrats sa akin, inikot ko ang daan papuntang CS. Yey. At ang ginawa ko lang sa CS ay magiwan ng papel (that reminds me, magiiwan ako ulit ng mga papel dun bukas.) Nagdecide akong mag-jeep na lang pabalik ng bio. Total naman ay wala pa akong gastos sa pamasahe hanggang sa oras na iyon. Pag labas ko ng CS at pagdating sa waiting shed, walang Ikot na dumarating. Minabuti ko na lang maglakad kesa sa mag-antay sa init ~3~

Medyo pinagsisisihan ko ang ginawa kong iyon. Pakiramdam ko ang tanga tanga ko na magfield trip sa tindi ng araw kanina x_x Sumakit nang bonggang-bongga ang ulo ko, in fairness. Pero keribels lang, bawing-bawing-bawing-bawi ako ngayong gabi <3

First time naming lumabas, mga staffers ng Scientia. Sadly, di kami kumpleto, pero enjoy pa rin <3 So it was an epic, epic night with Kuya CC and CT, Peach, Kennnnnnnettttttttt, Ralph and Digs. Year-end celebration + Mel & Ralph's double birthday pakain. XP HOTPOT FTW <3 Hahaha Maraming SABAW moments. Sabaw kung sabaw XD

Thanks so much guys! I really had a lot of fun XD

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Come to think of it, I kind of spent the whole day at ABM today. LOL. Alam kong invisible er, whatever-I-am sa ABM pero HI GUYS! ANDUN AKO THE WHOLE DAY KANINA <3

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I'm so sleepy, pero I have to finish that CWTS paper >_<

So yeah, I'm out. Bye!

Love is Blind, But One Must Not Be Blinded by Love

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 11:50:48 GMT

Walang konek at all ang subject ng post na ito sa laman ng post XD

Feel ko lang maging cheesy.

Sisihin nyo ang boredom. Kamusta naman kasi, ilang araw na akong nagreread ng notes sa bio. Tinatamad na ako.

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PFFFT PACQUIAO. SIYA *RAW* ANG BIKTIMA. PFFFT WHATEVER.

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Hay. Exam bukas. Sana di ako magblackout.

Good luck, friends XD

At sa mga ka-CWTS ko, pasensya na't nagpakatanga ako sa last exam T_T Di tuloy ako makakasama bukas :<

GALINGAN NYO BUKAS <3

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//random. Please ignore.

OMG EIGHT DAYS STRAIGHT ANG CONCERT NILA DDD: ARE THEY CRAZY OR WHAT???

May additional TWO DAYS pa sa June. D:

Tapos may OSAKA con pa sila D:

Is JE trying to kill them??? D::

//random end

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I want a new layout. I should make one after my exams.

Another Recruit Gotten!

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 12:19:26 GMT

So little ol' me who used to be an outcast when it came to music back in highschool has managed to recruit someone into the DBSK fandom and another into the KAT-TUN fandom. Is that a good thing I wonder...?

Anyway, the girl who always teased me for having a weird taste in music finally gave in after I sent her Mirotic. My, my, Mirotic, you're such a great song that a lot of people gets into Kpop because of you ♥ She went ahead and watched the MV, and I told her that the first guy who sang is my <3. Her reaction: Yung gay? I rofl'd. I love Jae but I do know Mirotic!Jae isn't the best. After letting her watch Hug!Jae she changed her mind. Good choice, she told me XD

I also had her watch Sorry, Sorry, and she was telling me how gay it was. XD [It was highly amusing XD] And she was asking me who were the members of SuJu were. Masyadong maraming back-up dancers! she said. She told me that she thought the five that were usually shown were the bandmembers [I'm assuming it was K.R.Y plus Sungmin and Donghae.] It was really amusing. XD

My other friend is a kindred spirit even from high school - in short, someone who listened to weeaboo songs like I did. Although I've liked KAT-TUN from high school, I never really shared much of my fandom (after all, it was looked down upon T_T) so I didn't get to introduce her to the wonderful ~~gay and sparkly~~ world of KAT-TUN, but I got her listening. TABOO <3

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So, why am I blogging these very pointless things that have absolutely no relevance to our lives?

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Simple. I'm freaking lazy to review everything for bio finals even if I know that if I happen to fail this exam I fail Bio12 T_T

But my gosh, two inches thick of plates to be reread for lab and perhaps 50 pages worth of notes to review.

I'm such a lazy person. >_<

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LOST:
Motivation.

Return if found and I'll be forever obliged.

Nakakalimot Maglagay ng Subject

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 13:47:33 GMT

Association Meme: Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

Binigay ni alabapoy

- DBSK
Ang DBSK ay ang Koryanong fandom ko. Nabibilang sa boyband na ito sina Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho, Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, at Shim Changmin. Una ko silang nakilala nung 2004, summer, habang nagchachannel surf. Pero di ko sila pinansin dahil anime pa lang ang mundo ko noon. Nakita ko sila ulit sa summer ng 2005 sa Channel V nung nagbakasyon kami sa Hong Kong sa kanilang Tri-angle MV. Dun ko unang minahal si Jaejoong ♥.

Pero 2006 ang umpisa ng aking pagfafangirl sa kanila. Summer ulit, sa Taiwan (wth, bakit puro sa ibang bansa?) nang nagtanong sa akin si squashbox ng kahit anong MV na maganda ang sayaw. Siyempre naisip ko ang Tri-angle at nadiscover namin sa Youtube ang Rising Sun (na hanggang sa ngayon ay paborito kong fast track ng DBSK ♥.) Samakatwid, tatlong taon na akong mahilig sa DBSK at sa kanilang mga kabaliwan, etc.

Paborito kong mga kanta nila: Rising Sun, Beautiful Life, One, Mirotic, You're My Song, Paradise, Why Did I Fall in Love with You?, Love in the Ice
Mga kanta nilang iniisip ko pa rin kung bakit nila kinanta: Choosey Lover, Purple Line, at Survivor (na natututunan ko nang mahalin... x_x)

- Sir Mamaril
Si Sir Mamaril ay isa sa mga pinakamasayang prof sa bio. Sadly, inversely proportional ang saya nyang magpa-exam. Okay siyang prof sa Bio12, pero ayoko siyang makuha sa 116. Teka, ayokong kumuha ng 116 haha XP

Marami siyang quotable quotes na di ko alam kung dapat ba akong matawa tulad ng: "A woman is difficult to live with............... BUT! A woman is difficult to live without" at marami pang iba.

Honestly, di ko alam kung may natutunan ba ako sa kanya... pero ang masasabi ko lang ay di nakakaantok ang klase nya... well, di tulad ng ibang prof na tila sleeping pill kung magturo :|

- Yuri (SNSD)
Hay SoShi. Mas mahal ko ang KARA kesa sa SoShi, pero mas mahal ko sila kesa sa Wonder Girls. Para silang female version ng Super Junior... wait, female version nga sila ng Super Junior XD

Si Yuri ay isa sa mga kakaunting kilala ko sa SoShi [Taeyeon, Yuri, Yoona, Tiffany, Sooyoung, at Sunny lang ang kilala ko~] Nakilala ko siya dahil dun sa appearance nya sa Good Daddy XP

Di ko alam kung bakit na-equate ako kay Yuri ayon kay Ate lovenaught pero ang image sa akin ni Yuri ay isang tomboy na di nahihiyang sabihin ang mga gusto nya <3

- Biology
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA *explodes*

Mahal ko ang course ko.

Gusto kong mag-MS.

GUSTO KONG MAG-MS.

GUSTO KONG MAG-MS T_T

Ahuhu. Kelangan kong mag-aral nang mabuti :<

- SHINee
Ang SHINee... di ko naabutan ang debut nila. Alam ko lang na nag-eexist sila dahil sa pagcocover nila ng mga kanta ng DBSK, pero di nila nakuha agad ang attention ko. Pero once upon a time habang nanunuod ako ng Pops in Seoul ay naabutan ko ang MV ng Love like Oxygen at dun na nagsimula ang lahat.

Halos kasing edad ko lang ang pinakamatanda sa kanila na si Onew. Tapos si Jonghyun ay mas bata lang sa akin ng 13 days. Sikat sila para sa kanilang colorful skinny pants at high-top sneakers (ayon sa Wikipedia, yun daw ang tawag dun.) Ang fan color nila ay pearlescent blue. Hanggang ngayon ay napapa-wat ako tuwing nakikita ko ang piece of information na iyan XP

Taemin ♥
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So uh masyadong maraming excitement sa araw na ito. Bio12. asldhajsdhjaskdhasd 2.xx points lang T_T

Pero maganda na rin siguro ito para sa akin. Kapag nag-aral ako nang mabuting-mabuti ay possible kong maitaas ang standing ko. Pero kelangan ko nang mataas na grade sa finals para mangyari yun :|

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First time in n years akong naeexcite sa pagsapit ng kaarawan ko. \o

Obligatory KAT-TUN Anniversary Post

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 05:20:25 GMT

HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY

KAT-TUN!!!!!!!!!!!!

You were formed 8 years ago, and debuted 3 years ago.

I have known you since Kame and Jin's Gokusen appearance, and I have loved you since Real Face.

Now, you have 10 #1 singles since your debut, 3 #1 albums, and more concerts than I could count. You have broken the record for most number of consecutive days in Tokyo Dome and the most number of singles to break 300,000 in its first week in the charts.

From being a quiet, thick-browed baseball fan, Kame has turned into KAT-TUN's best speaker. Your fanservice skills are the best <3

The loud Jin <s>who thinks only of Kame</s> from before has become a very mature person <s>who sadly represses his thoughts about Kame</s>.

Junno, still being bullied, with his cute smile, has what I think is better dajare jokes than before. He sings and dances better too~

And Koki is still not tired of changing hairstyles every now and then but his rapping is the best <3 <s>His current hairstyle is very JE though... </s>

Uepi's randomness never fails to make me laugh. I'm just so happy that you have gotten over your Gackt-impersonating and I-see-fairy days. The Ueda now is the best XP

Lastly, Nakamaru the aisubeki aho. You may look and act ordinary but that's your charm! You're funny attitude is <3

I love my fandom so much.

You showed us your Real Faces and gave us the Song of Joy. We'll Keep the Faith and hope that you'll reach GOLD. Don't U Ever Stop, Fight All Night In Our Town because No Matter Matter we'll always be Lovin' U.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 06:00:04 GMT

Band Meme from lexi. Dahil masaya ako na dalawa na lang ang exams ko sa regular sem (ahuhuhu finals) ay dalawang beses ko siyang gagawin. Pero dahil KAT-TUN at DBSK lang ang kumpleto ko ang discography, e sila ang gagawan ko ng meme XP Good luck na lang sa non-fangirl friends ko :P

YOU HAVE TO ANSWER THE FOLLOWING USING SONGS BY ONLY ONE BAND/ARTIST.
Tag your friends (including the person who tagged you) to let them know you better.

Pick a band/artist: KAT-TUN

1. Are you a male or female:
--Movin' On (ahaha natawa ako for some weird reason XD)

2. Describe yourself:
-- Love Juice (<<wth! Bakit ito???? DDDDDDDDDDD: )

3. How do you feel about yourself:
-- Never Again

4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend:
-- Gloria (LOLOLOL)

5. Describe your current boy/girl situation:
-- Don't U Ever Stop

6. Describe your current location:
-- Y'all ready? I'm not scared. Until my heartbeat's gone, I'll rescue you... I don't wanna cry alone. -RESCUE. (I definitely need rescuing right now...)

7. Describe where you want to be:
-- In Our Town (oh lolwat XD)

8. Your best friend is:
-- Peaceful Days (oh, indeed, I love peaceful days <3)

9. Your favorite color is:
-- Love's Flower (I guess it's pink, then...?)

10. You know that:
-- Signal. (Yes, I do.)

11. What’s the weather like:
-- Wilds of My Heart.

12. If your life was a television show what would it be called?
-- Freedom <3

13. What is life to you:
-- Our Story. (This sounds really nice <3)

14. What is the best advice you have to give:
-- LIPS. Don't blame yourself like that.

15. If you could change your name what would you change it to:
-- Miracle. LOLOLOL XDXDXDXD

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YOU HAVE TO ANSWER THE FOLLOWING USING SONGS BY ONLY ONE BAND/ARTIST.
Tag your friends (including the person who tagged you) to let them know you better.

Pick a band/artist: DBSK

1. Are you a male or female:
-- Wrong Number. (Anong pinapahiwatig nito?)

2. Describe yourself:
-- Box in the Ship.

3. How do you feel about yourself:
-- Take Your Hands.

4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend:
-- Hey! Girl

5. Describe your current boy/girl situation:
-- My Litttle Princess

6. Describe your current location:
-- Love is...

7. Describe where you want to be:
-- Don't Forget Me...

8. Your best friend is:
-- Mirotic <3 I got you~ Under my skin.

9. Your favorite color is:
-- Paradise. Techinicolor lol.

10. You know that:
-- White Lies.

11. What’s the weather like:
-- Survivor. One smile!

12. If your life was a television show what would it be called?
-- Love in the Ice <3<3<3<3<3

13. What is life to you:
-- One. Someday I'll lay my love on you~

14. What is the best advice you have to give:
-- Thanks To.

15. If you could change your name what would you change it to:
-- Kiss the Baby Sky.
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So obviously bored na bored ako.

Leche yung lab exam kanina. Baka pati bio e magfifinals na rin ako dahil dun.

Ang crappy crappy crappy crappy niya!!!!

Blogging in 5 minutes.

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 21:45:04 GMT

Today is a Saturday. It's 5:42 in the morning. I've an exam at 7AM in biology lecture and laboratory.

Oh gosh, I want to sleep.

Pray for me, friends! I really need to pass this one!

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Yesterday was a good-bad day.

It was bad since I'm saying goodbye to chem exemptions. Hax. Anyway, I just need to do better in the finals.

The good things is that I passed my philo11 exam - an exam I was expecting to get a big fat 5 from. <3

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BANGAG NA AKO.

I seriously want to just sit back, watch some movie, and sleeeeeeep a lot.

Another Meme-like Thingy

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 09:19:17 GMT

1. Where you and I met?
2. How long have you known me?
3. The last time we saw each other?
4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
5. Am I funny?
6. What's my favorite music?
7. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what)?
8. Have you ever hugged me?
9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
10. If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring?
11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years?
12: Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

Was tagged by Cheryl in Facebook.

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5 exams to go!

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Scientia is out! Get your copy!

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Motivation, where art thou?

Soon in Stores near You!

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 02:05:37 GMT

Patikim.
Lalabas na.
Malapit na.
Abangan.>>><<

Ang nakaraang linggo... walang masyadong exams pero sobra akong napagod. Mabuti naman at nakabawi na ako sa tulog ko, pero magpupuyat din naman ako ulit sa linggong ito kaya wala ring pinagkaiba. Ilang araw pa ng pagsusunog ng kilay!

Meron pa akong anim na exams sa susunod na siyam na araw kung isasama mo ang weekends. Pero dapat kasing isama ang weekend dahil dalawa sa exams ko ay sa Sabado. Pero siguro pwede na ring i-consider as iisa ang exam na yun? Bio12 lec/lab combo. 7-10AM. Ang aga :<

Natapos ko na ang unknown analysis ko sa Chem31.1. Ang saya saya ko! Bawas isang problema! Natapos na rin ang exam ko sa Philo11. Nasagutan ko naman ang tatlo sa apat na problems pero di pa rin ako confident. Pangalangin ko na lang na pumasa ako sa subject na iyan. Ang masaklap ay sa darating na Biyernes ay makikita na namin ang final grade namin sa Philo11. Kami pa ang magcocompute. Mas gusto ko na ang surprise!singko kesa sa magluluksa ako sa susunod na mga araw (kung saan ay may apat na exams pa akong natitira.) Ayun pa ang araw kung saan ay malalaman namin ang exemptions para sa Chem31. Umaasa ako na ma-exempt. May pag-asa naman, pero kelangan kong ayusin ang huling exam ko para mataas taas naman ang grade ko. Kelangan ko na talagang mag-ayos ng buhay!

Exam ko bukas sa Bio180. 5-7PM. Hay. Papasok lang ako bukas para dun.... Or not *o* Dahil sa lalabas na nga ang Scientia (<3) ay aasikasuhin na namin yung payments. Maganda ito para sa akin dahil di na masasayang ang pagpunta ko ng UP <3

Kahapon ay natapos na namin sa wakas ang Part1 ng aming CWTS project: isang anti-rabies campaign o/ Maraming aso at pusa. May cute, may nakakatakot. Pero wala namang nakagat o ano. Enjoy siya, pero kahit wala kaming masyadong ginawa e nakatulog kaming lahat pag dating namin sa bahay ni Reena. Pero bago natulog ay nag-ice cream muna kami :P

Motivation, bumalik ka na sana. Lagi ka na lang nawawala nang bigla sa ikalawang semestre.

Oh sleep

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 14:25:44 GMT

such an elusive thing

how I want it now.

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 08:23:01 GMT

From alabapoy :

Reply to this post, and I will write one thing I love about you. Maybe more than one. Then repost to your own journal and spread the love.

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KAT-TUN's new single, Rescue, will be out on March 11th. Super Junior's album will be out on March 12th. THSK's album will be out on March 25th. My birth month is filled with releases...

Unsurprisingly, I am very much in love with the Rescue single that I am planning to buy it. Yep, I'm going to spend for fandom. Not a good sign. I hope I don't enjoy it too much that this will turn into a habit...

But you know, I'm starting to feel guilty not supporting them ^^;

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Motivation = ZERO recently. The heat is crazy, and break is just around the corner. I want it now.

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Why, oh, why, Institute of Chemistry, do you always have to make life miserable for me? There is only one schedule available for Chem40 and it's 7-9 in the morning! Oh the pain of waking at 5 in the morning every single day of the summer!

But I am willing to suffer if it will make my life less misrable during the regular sem...

I hope it does...

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Anyway, I'm so scared for next year.

The-First-Letter-of-Your-Name Meme

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 14:02:05 GMT

Santos tagged me in Facebook and am doing this as a break from doing our group's presentation for ArtStud2 tomorrow~

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Don't google for answers!!!

Have Fun!!

1. What is your name: Mellissa
2. A four letter word: Meme
3. A boy's name: Mark
4. A girl's name: Melanie
5. An occupation: Masseuse...?
6. A color: Maroon!
7. Something you wear: Maternity Dress!
9. A food: Macaroni
10. Something found in the bathroom: Mousse
11. A place: Manila
12. A reason for being late: "My head hurts."
13. Something you shout: "Mommy!!!"
14. A movie title: Monster-in-law
15. Something you drink: Mixed Tea
16. A musical group: Matchbox20
17. An animal: Monkey
18. A street name: Mahingawa XD
19. A type of car: Mazda...?
20. The title of a song: More than Words

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In fairness, it's pretty hard TT_____________________TT

13 children :|

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 13:00:53 GMT

Why, Grandparents, WHY????

Why in the world did you have to have thirteen children? T_T Now your granddaughter is suffering trying to complete her pedigree analysis homework. It doens't help that half of them lives in another country. I can't even remember the faces of some of my cousins, which is really sad. So here I am, having an extrememly hard time trying to look for pictures of my relatives, checking whether they have dimples or not. Yey.

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For CWTS stuff, Reena, Aimee, Jodie, and I went to Ecopark to *plan* the activities for our ecotour. Sadly, none of us brought any cameras so the lulz moments couldn't be recorded.

Anyway, we had lots of fun, joking how the obstacle course seems something taken out from the pages of Naruto. Aimee kept on wishing that while walking through the trees, we might suddenly end up in Narnia XD Reena was on a sugar-rush the whole day!

We went boating, then onto the zip line. Then went home. It was extremely tiring that I have a headache right now...

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One of the kids I used to tutor asked me to teach him chemistry today. I wanted to say no, but my mother convinced me too.

Meme: Ang H-bond, basta may H tapos N, O, or F

Kid: *sees OF3* E di ito F-bond?

Meme: *cracks up and roflmaos*

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Ang cute ng tricycle dito sa may amin. It's purple and gay <3

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Because I'm bored again...

Who’s your favorite idol in the Johnny’s Entertainment?
>Kame XD
Your favorite group?
>KAT-TUN with all their faggotry
Your favorite dorama with JE idols in it?
>IWGP, Gokusen, HanaKimi, HanaDan, KnS, RESCUE <3<3<3
Your favorite pairing (or trio)?
>I'm not pro-slash, but Akame (oh lol, this pairing XD) or KameDa ~~(ahaha yuri?)~~
Your favorite show in which a JE band is the host?
>Cartoon KAT-TUN <3
Your favorite song?
>Yorokobi no Uta <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Rescue and She Said... too.
Your favorite DVD?
>QoP concert <3<3 I've been watching it n-times!
The JE idol you want to meet the most?
>Nakamaru. Don't know why either XD
Who’s the sexiest?
>I LOL AT THIS QUESTION.
Who’s the cutest?
>Another LOL-able question. But I must say it's Uepi XD (hi kanzenrei

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 13:16:03 GMT

I'm so bored that I'm doing a couple ~~of hundred~~ memes that I feel like doing~

100 Truths! After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same.

1. Last beverage→Cranberry Juice
2. Last phone call→AHAHA kay Cielo. Tungkol sa AS2 reporting namin.
3. Last text message→Cielo rin. Same as above.
4. Last song you listened to→Er, Harukana Yakusoku? Or maybe No One Like Me - SuJu-T
5. Last time you cried→ Kanina nung binasa ko yung huling message ko para sa lumipas ko nang pusa T_T

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice → LOL
2. Been cheated on? → LOL
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → LOLOLOL
4. Lost someone special?→ yung alaga kong pusa
5. Been depressed?→You have no idea.
6. Been drunk and threw up? →Nope!

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Orange (yey! bago kong toothbrush ay orange <3)
2. Blue
3. Violet
4. White

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → A lot <3
2. Fallen out of love → Nope~
3. Laughed until you cried → Everyday.
4. Met someone who changed you → Nope. There're a lot of them.
5. Found out who your true friends were → Yep!
6. Found out someone was talking about you → WAHAHAHA We told each other how we used to talk behind each other's backs XD
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ LOLWAT
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → at least one or two are people I don't know.
9. How many kids do you want to have→ 2-4 would be nice..
10. Do you have any pets → he died...
11. Do you want to change your name→ I'm content.
12. What did you do for your last birthday - Er, got scolded by my chemistry prof?
13. What time did you wake up today → I think 7?
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? I think I already slept.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → BREAK!!!
16. Last time you saw your father→ Er... A while ago?
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → Hmmm....
18. What are you listening to right now → The sound of the aircon.
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yep! Chinese teacher nung first year.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → Right now wala~
24. Most visited web page → WAHAHA Sabi ng browser ko OneManga pero lies yun dahil mas "clicked" ko ang Gmail at LJ f-list.

1. What's your name→ Mellissa Alcantara
2. Nicknames→ Meme, Mel, Melch ang nag-eexist pa rin hanggang ngayon.
3. Relationship Status: Single XD
4. Zodiac sign → Aries
5. Male or female or transgendered → Female
6. Elementary→ Grace Christian College
7. High School → Grace Christian College
8. College → UP Diliman
10. Hair color → Black
11. Long or short - Ang subjective ng tanong. Shoulder-length.
16. Height → 5' 4-5'5. Depende kung saan ako nagmeasure XD
17. Do you have a crush on someone? →Wala e XD
18: What do you like about yourself? → I'm a happy person.
19. Piercings → None.
20. Tattoos → None.
21. Righty or lefty → Right!

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery → None yet.
23. First piercing → None.
24. First best friends → Victoria.
26. First sport you joined → Joined? Track and field (kung sport man yan) pero kung played, volleyball.
27. First pet → Family pet: Rabbits. Kung yung sarili ko, may alaga akong manok dati <3
28. First vacation → Bacolod!
29. First concert - Wala e....
30. First crush → KAPITBAHAY KO XD

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating → Nope.
50. Drinking → Nauuhaw ako though...
52. I'm about to → Er?
53. Listening to → Wala e...
55. Waiting for → my groupmates to go online.

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? Yes.
59. Want to get married? → Maybe...?
60. Careers in mind? → Biologist? Teacher? Ewan XD

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes <3
69. Hugs or kisses → Hugs.
70. Shorter or taller → Taller.
71. Older or Younger → Older.
72. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous para exciting.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Hmm, arms siguro...?
74. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive. I'm too loud for the both of us.
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → Troublemaker. Ayoko sa mga idecisive.

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → Ew.
79. Drank hard liquor → Nope.
80. Lost glasses/contacts - God forbid, but no, it has not happened yet.
81. Sex on first date → Ew.
82. Broken someone's heart → Nope.
83. Had your own heart broken→ Don't think so.
85. Been arrested → LOL NO.
86. Turned someone down → Don't think so.
87. Cried when someone died → Yes.
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? →LOLWAT!!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Yes.
90. Miracles → Yes.
91. Love at first sight → Hmm, I think not...?
92. Heaven → Yes.
93. Santa Clause → Sadly, I never did.
95. Kiss on the first date? → Nope!
96. Angels → Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? →None.
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? →OH LOL. No!.
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → LJ-cut title yes.

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Stolen from Ate Neji~

1 - Go to "wikipedia." Hit “random”
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to "Random quotations"
http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”
http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use photoshop or similar to put it all together.

5 - Post it to FB with this text in the "caption" and TAG the friends you want to join in. (you can untag yourself if you don't want this photo up)

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Ahhhhhh~ I'm so bored :|

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:30:53 GMT

Dahil ~~bored ako~~ ~~tinatamad pa akong magprint ng pre-lab~~ tinag ako ni Leni, napagawa tuloy ako nito.

Isang meme muli~

Fill in your answers, and tag as many people as you want.. or not.

TEN Things About you right now
1. Naiinis ako sa isang tao dahil wala siyang sense of responsibility.
2. Naiinis ako sa isang tao dahil masyado siyang nakikialam.
3. Naiinis ako sa isang tao dahil ang peke nya.
4. Naiinis ako dahil mali ang inihanda kong pre-lab kaya gising pa ako ngayon.
5. Inaantok na ako.
6. Gusto kong panuorin yung "Making of SIGNAL" na kaka-download ko lang.
7. Apektado pa rin mula sa ikatlong episode ng RESCUE. T__T
8. Nangangati. May kumagat sa aking lamok D:
9. May kausap sa plurk na di ko kilala. Nagreply siya randomly sa aking plurk tungkol sa aking pre-lab.
10. Magtetext sa prof ko sa Philo11 na magdala ng sample exams bukas.

NINE Things I Wish I Could Say To Nine Different People. (who some of you will not know! some of you might and could know! hahaha labo.)
1. Ang kapal ng mukha mo. Akala mo papalampasin namin ito? Dahil ba ilang araw na lang ay wala ka nang pakialam?
2. Tapusin mo ang inumpisahan mo - gusto ko sanang sabihin sa yo to. Pero dahil wala nang oras, mas mabuti pa ngang wag na lang.
3. Paki hinaan yung TV.
4. Gusto ko sanang sabihing wag, pero wala naman akong karapatan para pigilin ka. Kung anong gusto mo, go lang. Pero di ako mangangakong susuportahan kita.
5. Tigilan mo na ang pagiging martir.
6. Maraming salamat na kahit mataray ako, magkaibigan pa rin tayo. Isa ka talaga sa mga best friends ko <3
7. Walang magagawa ang pag-iyak. Minsan, mas mabuting kausapin mo ang taong pinoproblema mo.
8. UMALIS KA NA DIYAN SA KINAUUPUAN MO. PLEASE.
9. ANDAMI NAMAN NITO SOBRA!

EIGHT Ways To Win My Heart.
1. Don't be perfect.
2. Make me laugh.
3. Be witty.
4. Be willing to embarrass yourself.
5. Have patience.
6. Can argue with me.
7. Won't treat me like a child.
8. Just be.

SEVEN Questions That Cross My Mind.
1. Right now?
2. What?
3. Are you talking to me?
4. Seriously?
5. No kidding?
6. Really now?
7. Eh?

SIX Things I Do Before I Go To Bed.
1. Pray.
2. Plurk good night.
3. Turn off the lights.
4. Go to bed.
5. Grab my blanket.
6. Yawn.

FIVE People Who Mean A Lot To Me.
1. AME <3
2. MEMCOM <3 you guys deserve a special mention. You make my life so much happier <3
3. ABM <3
4. Fandom...? XD
5. Friends and Family

FOUR Things I Am Wearing Right Now.
1. Tshirt
2. Shorts
3. Glasses
4. ...why would you want to know, anyway?

THREE Songs I Listen To A Lot, Lately. (madaya. bakit tatlo lang?!)
1. KAT-TUN's songs XD
2. TVXQ's You're my Melody
3. Super Junior's Marry U

TWO Things I Want To Do Before I Die.
1.Learn ten languages.
2. Go to Japan and Korea.

ONE Confession.
1. SLEEP!

I think I've done this meme once before, but who cares anyway :|
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I still want to blog a lot of things, but I'm way too sleepy to even attempt to do so.

I think there are two more memes that I have to do... XP