THE BEST SUPERMAN SONG EVER

 

This made me laugh so hard and neither Heechul nor JoKwon is in it. IT'S EPIC.

 

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I realized something. I had always been against Kpop's popularity in the country. True, it may be selfish, but maybe it's just because I want to shove away people who used to call it weird. It's this feeling that I want them away from something they used to see badly before. If you look at it from a different point of view, it's actually great: they're appreciating something that deserves to be appreciated. But somehow, I can't. All I see is hypocrisy. Maybe they didn't understand it before, but now, I don't understand them.

 

It's very surprising to see the very people who call you weird - the very people who used to laugh at the things you like, ask you why in the world are you listening to songs you don't understand, and not be just like the normal people and like the same things - actually like those things. It really is odd.

 

Oh. Maybe they're starting to like it because the normal people are beginning to like it? I don't know. Maybe they really like it because they like it. But I don't care. I'm selfish. I'm twisted. I'm vengeful. I'm petty. I don't want people to like them just because others like them. I want them to be appreciated for what they can do. 

 

You can say what's on your mind, let me have my say too.

 

I say all these things when I've already given up trying to stop this growing popularity. I'm happy for the artists. They're becoming more popular by the day. More people know their names; more people can appreciate their music. Hey, if it makes them happy, so be it.

 

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I feel so happy every time I get to cross out something from my to-do list. I actually think that I have purpose in my life. But then again, compared to others, I'm still one lazy ass. I do wonder where they get their motivation, their drive to study ahead of schedule, to always listen to class. I really admire them. But in a way, I don't want to live like that...

 

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It's nothing interesting, I know, but this is a picture of me with two of my bestest friends. I haven't seen them since May... or was it June? And I miss them a lot. I was planning to have a sleepover at Shirleen's place (yeah, my sleepover at her house, lol) but I guess it'd be really difficult with the new schedule.

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What to blog about when I just blogged yesterday? Hmm. I guess the fact that my laptop lagged a lot today. IDK why, but now when I really needed to use photoshop, it lags like whoa. And apart from the poster, I haven't really done anything academic yet. At least, some light has been shed on our fate next week. Bio102 lec exam will push through on October 7. And so will the Journal Club. Yey. Bio101 lab exam TBA still but sure to be postponed. 

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I didn't get the chance to say anything about fandom shiz last post. I guess it's because I've almost no time for it. [Time has been spent watching Heroes! Finally done with season 2. Not as bad as what others say, I think.] Anyway, KAT-TUN fandom is very, very quiet. Other than the fact that Jin's scandalous pictures of An-an and his solo debut for BANDAGE is a really hot issue, Kame is lying low with his DreamBoys stint. The other four... IDK, really. 

DBSK issues have gone down. No final decision by the court, by Jae and Micky have their own singles, which I haven't dl-ed yet for many reasons I don't like Micky's voice but I really should... >_< Changmin and Yunho both have their dramas. I wonder what the dolphin is up to though.

KOREA HAS TOO MANY GIRLBANDS. This year, T-ARA, f(x), HAM, and 4minute debuted. (Tell me if I missed one.) And the following months, Secret, JQT, and that other group I forgot the name will also be debuting. As if they don't already have BEG, SNSD, KARA, WonderGirls, etcetcetc to fill their screens. Good news to fangirls: there're going to be MBLAQ and that other group I forgot the name to debut soon.

Se7en's comeback = WANT.

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I found a new manga that I really really like! It's title is Gamble Fish. It's a really smart psychological manga that will make you keep turning the pages. Too bad it's not yet done.

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Since we're going to have the house renovated, we have to find a new place to live in. And then, I'd have a loss of intarwebs. At least, after the house is rebuilt, I'd have my own room :) 

Tomorrow's groundbreaking day. Despite Peping, I doubt my parents will have it moved. After all, feng shui >_<

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May the Lord be with each and every one of us as Peping/Pepeng/whatever enters the country.

 

IU is a South Korean singer known for her acoustic interpretations of popular songs such as Gee, Sorry Sorry, and Lies with 2NE1's Dara's younger brother, Park Sang Hyun. Debuting at 15, her song Mia - Missing Child in English - was praised by music critics but was not very well accepted due to her age. However, IU's unique vocal quality endears the listeners to this song. Currently, she is trying to enter the pop, cutesy music scene of Korea with her song Boo. The song is also good, but I'd love for her to continue singing acoustic and rock ballads.

 

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This was supposed to be an acads rant post. But since I kept on pushing this to later, I guess it has turned into the obligatory Ondoy post. But before that, I really need to get a lot of things of my chest. Things I really want to tell people but just can't. At least, not now. 

 

1. Stop being a hypocrite. You hate her because of what she has done, but you're just the same. Sometimes, saying things straight up, and to the person involved is better. Creates less misunderstanding. Actually makes people not hate you. And it's much more effective than screaming what you think to the world, believe me. If you want to tell me something, tell me. I'd rather hear it from you than from others. Don't wait for me to have you get a taste of what you like to do. I know we don't agree on some... wait, a lot of things, but it doesn't merit you to do this out of spite.

 

2. I hoped it was just hormones. But I guess not. I think I do, but I hope not. I want you to stay, but I'm sure you can't. It's selfish of me to do so. I'm glad you care, though. I'm really glad.

 

3. I love you. Really. But please stop being a child. The world isn't built to conform to your every need. And I don't want to hear you complaining over stuff that isn't even worth complaining about. C'mon, you can do better! I believed in you, but now, I'm just disappointed. I wonder if it can get better.

 

4. On Monday it's going to be a year since I've lost you. I still miss you, and I still hope you'd be there. I know it's impossible to see you again, much more to be able to touch you. I miss the warmth. I miss the company. I try not to cry whenever I think of you. I try not to feel down whenever I pass by that place where you used to be. I can't believe it's been a year. I can't believe I survived without you.

 

5. PLEASE SHUT UP. Can't you see that there are people who are actually irritated by your jokes? You're old enough to be mature. You're old enough to be sensitive.

 

6. I am so thankful that you've become my friend. Really. You might not feel it, but I really do.

 

7. What do you want to do with your life? Seriously. I know I'm in no place to say this, but WHY????

 

8. I am so over you treating me like I'm some sort of worker that will be at your every whim and fancy. Get a clue, dude. I help you out because I want to. Don't abuse me. I have a limit too. Not everything is MY fault. You weren't there to counter it. Just because I was there doesn't mean I am completely responsible for it. And by the way, learn how to thank people next time?

 

9. I am not sure on what I feel about you. Sometimes I really, really don't like you, but sometimes you're OK. Well, now, you're mostly OK which is good because I wouldn't know how I'm going to survive everyday if you weren't. Really. 

 

10. Lastly, WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOURSELF? Step up! Gah, I thought you could do better, but here you are doing nothing except being hormonal and angsty and being a girl on puberty. You are so way past that. Act your age. Relax once in a while. Believe in yourself. Believe me, something good will happen soon.

OH. YEAH. BATO BATO SA LANGIT TAMAAN KA SANA ANG MAGAGALIT 8D
 

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Now that that's out, let's get to Ondoy.

 

Last Saturday was ABM's med mission. Thank God that the mission site was only behind Ilang-Ilang and not somewhere far away. The morning was already quite gloomy, but no one thought it'd turn into Ondoy the Epic Flooder. So we went and continued. The med mission went well, despite the Signal no. 1 already on Manila. Except for the fact that we could barely hear each other amidst the strong rain and our feet are almost submerged in flood. Oh, also, the rain couldn't help but woosh into the court, making everyone pull out their umbrellas inside the court. We finished around 12nn but packed up by 1PM. I was supposed to go to Ida's for journal club but we called it off. Too much rain, it was almost impossible to commute. I called home so I could be picked up by my dad, but they called me afterwards saying it was impossible to get to UP. Q. Ave was impassable. Traffic was jammed. My mom told me to just go over to Reena's place and wait for them there, but if the weather does not clear up, she told me to just sleep over at Reena's. So, OK, texted Reena, got her go signal, but had to wait until her class is over.

 

Tired, wet and hungry, we (ABMer's, UPM peeps, doctors, and I) went to BnA for lunch. ChoKiss had a long queue and was closing by 2, so we went down to ROC (food was good =3) for lunch. I am still amazed how blessed we were to have seats in the packed resto. Here, everything went crazy. On the way to BnA, visibility was almost zero, and the sewers were overflowing. But then, we weren't all that scared yet. It was just a strong storm. Nothing to really panic about. 

 

After lunch, Jodie, Aimee and I had to go to IB. We were supposed to ride a jeep, but the jeeps weren't getting people anymore by that time. And so, we walked.

 

IT WAS CRAZY. I TELL YOU, THE LAGOON MULTIPLIED.

 

When we got to IB, we were WET. DRENCHED. SOAKED. Name it. Thank God I had plans to go overnight so I had spare clothes. Aimee is a dormer, so she had clothes. I am sorry for Jodie though. And I am sorry for having you guys go through that ~river~ XD 

 

It was really creepy, being stuck there. Not knowing if you can go home. I was lucky enough to have Reena around (ILUSM 8D) but some of my friends stayed over at IB. I really felt sorry, but I guess there was nothing to feel sorry about >_> They had more luxuries than Reena and I did XD

 

The scary part when I was over at Reena's. The storm was scary. And I was worried about the people at home. >_< Thank God, really, that my family's safe. I got home safely Sunday morning.

 

The next few days was spent contacting people, asking how they were. It was excruciating. I almost cried out of worry a couple of times. And I almost cried when I found out they're alright =3

 

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Ondoy has passed. Here comes Pepeng to haunt us. Lord, please, don't let Peping do any more harm. The country has suffered enough. We still have not recovered from Ondoy. Lord, let this storm pass. 

 

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The surprise one week break I have spent watching Heroes. I did study once in a while, but more of Heroes. How productive. :|

 

To-do list:

 

150:

-Journal Club

-Poster

-4th Lec Exam

-Lab Finals

 

102:

-4th Lec Exam

-5th Lec Exam

-5th Lab Exam

-6th Lab Exam

-Lec Special Project

 

101:

-Lab Plates

-3rd Lab Exam

-3rd Lec Exam

 

72/72.1:

-3rd Lec Exam

-Practical Exam

-Tech Paper/Peer Review

 

ArtStud1:

-Finals

 

NOW, HOW WILL THEY SQUEEZE THIS IN ONE WEEK? 

 

BETTER YET, HOW MANY HOURS WILL I GET TO SLEEP THEN? 8D

 

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Ned was asking me earlier if I had an idea on who I wanted as my thesis adviser. (So far, yet seemingly so near~) I told her that yes, I have thought about it. 

 

But... thinking about it now, that person is my friend in FB....

 

If I get that person as my thesis adviser, I'd be stalked, I can't complain about my thesis, and lol, I'd get scolded on my Wall XD

 

Oh well, if I really want it, I won't mind these~ 

 

The HONESTY BoxAnon is on. So yeah. Even without an LJ account, feel free to leave a reply~

I'm posting just to post this meme XD

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So buddy week has started! Yey! My buddy this time is Alexis, a freshmen from Eng'g o/ I noticed a trend with my buddies: They're all from Eng'g but they both shifted out. Madz from CS now in FA, and Nigel from CE to BAA. Alexis told me that she had no plans to shift out. I'm crossing my fingers that this is not a curse XD

 

Yeah. Not that I don't love my course or my orgs, but sometimes it hits me, really, what am I trying to be?

 

A fandom analogy, this is probably what Ryo wants to ask Ueda during their warring days XD

 

Really, what am I trying to do with my life.

 

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RANDOM PLUGGING TIME.

Sorry, groupmates. Mahal ko kayo. Promise matatapos ko siya bago mag 12:00AM. Ipapadala ko siya kay Sir by 11:59PM. Maniwala kayo.

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So, ayun. Nagfield trip ako around UP. Ahahaha. Pero between SPMO lang at CS. Ano, di nyo alam yung SPMO no? Totoo lang ay nalaman ko lang na nag-eexist siya recently XD Well, basta Properties Management Office ata siya. Di ko alam kung ano yung S XP

So ayun. Nanggaling ako sa FC para icheck ang grades ko sa Philo11. As expected, bagsak ako sa first long XD Pero pasado naman ang standing ko... Kaya sa mga nagbabasa nito: KUKUHA PA BA AKO NG FINALS? May finals pa kasi ako sa Chem. Not that ganun ako kasipag mag-aral, pero nakakatamad nang magreview pa para sa Philo11 finals. T_T;;

After nun nagpunta akong Pav4 para i-check ang grades ko sa 180. ORAYT. Exemption get-o! I'm so happy. That's definitely one subject I DO NOT want to take the final exam. Masyadong haggard :| I went to the SPMO right after. Mabuti na lang at mabait yung mga tao dun. Kulang kasi yung mga dala kong papeles at kelangan kong magpaphotocopy. E kamusta naman, ang SPMO ay yung building na mukhang abandonado sa may CHE papuntang Math :| Basta yung may Wikang Filipino Research Center or something >_< So, uh, ang pinakamalapit na pa-xeroxan ay mga ilang hundred meters away...? Ayun, para raw di ko na kelanganin pang bumalik, phinotocopy na lang nila para sa akin yung mga papeles <3 (Hax, kundi nila ginawa yun baka ano nang nangyari sa akin D: )

Matapos nun ay pumunta akong CS. Malapit lang sana... SANA. Unfortunately, inaayos yung daan. :| Dumaan ako dun dati kasama si Reena kahit na may DANGER: Do Not Enter na sign. This time, di na ako dumaan. Nagpaka-mabuting citizen ako ng Pilipinas. XD Hahaha, pero more of di talaga ako makadaan dahil mukha nang sandpit yung kelangan kong daanan. Congrats sa akin, inikot ko ang daan papuntang CS. Yey. At ang ginawa ko lang sa CS ay magiwan ng papel (that reminds me, magiiwan ako ulit ng mga papel dun bukas.) Nagdecide akong mag-jeep na lang pabalik ng bio. Total naman ay wala pa akong gastos sa pamasahe hanggang sa oras na iyon. Pag labas ko ng CS at pagdating sa waiting shed, walang Ikot na dumarating. Minabuti ko na lang maglakad kesa sa mag-antay sa init ~3~

Medyo pinagsisisihan ko ang ginawa kong iyon. Pakiramdam ko ang tanga tanga ko na magfield trip sa tindi ng araw kanina x_x Sumakit nang bonggang-bongga ang ulo ko, in fairness. Pero keribels lang, bawing-bawing-bawing-bawi ako ngayong gabi <3

First time naming lumabas, mga staffers ng Scientia. Sadly, di kami kumpleto, pero enjoy pa rin <3 So it was an epic, epic night with Kuya CC and CT, Peach, Kennnnnnnettttttttt, Ralph and Digs. Year-end celebration + Mel & Ralph's double birthday pakain. XP HOTPOT FTW <3 Hahaha Maraming SABAW moments. Sabaw kung sabaw XD 

Thanks so much guys! I really had a lot of fun XD

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Come to think of it, I kind of spent the whole day at ABM today. LOL. Alam kong invisible er, whatever-I-am sa ABM pero HI GUYS! ANDUN AKO THE WHOLE DAY KANINA <3

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I'm so sleepy, pero I have to finish that CWTS paper >_<

So yeah, I'm out. Bye!

 

I have known you since Kame and Jin's Gokusen appearance, and I have loved you since Real Face.

Now, you have 10 #1 singles since your debut, 3 #1 albums, and more concerts than I could count. You have broken the record for most number of consecutive days in Tokyo Dome and the most number of singles to break 300,000 in its first week in the charts.

From being a quiet, thick-browed baseball fan, Kame has turned into KAT-TUN's best speaker. Your fanservice skills are the best <3

The loud Jin <s>who thinks only of Kame</s> from before has become a very mature person <s>who sadly represses his thoughts about Kame</s>.

Junno, still being bullied, with his cute smile, has what I think is better dajare jokes than before. He sings and dances better too~ 

And Koki is still not tired of changing hairstyles every now and then but his rapping is the best <3 <s>His current hairstyle is very JE though... </s>

Lastly, Nakamaru the aisubeki aho. You may look and act ordinary but that's your charm! You're funny attitude is <3

I love my fandom so much.

You showed us your Real Faces and gave us the Song of Joy. We'll Keep the Faith and hope that you'll reach GOLD. Don't U Ever Stop, Fight All Night In Our Town because No Matter Matter we'll always be Lovin' U.

Ang nakaraang linggo... walang masyadong exams pero sobra akong napagod. Mabuti naman at nakabawi na ako sa tulog ko, pero magpupuyat din naman ako ulit sa linggong ito kaya wala ring pinagkaiba. Ilang araw pa ng pagsusunog ng kilay!

Meron pa akong anim na exams sa susunod na siyam na araw kung isasama mo ang weekends. Pero dapat kasing isama ang weekend dahil dalawa sa exams ko ay sa Sabado. Pero siguro pwede na ring i-consider as iisa ang exam na yun? Bio12 lec/lab combo. 7-10AM. Ang aga :<

Natapos ko na ang unknown analysis ko sa Chem31.1. Ang saya saya ko! Bawas isang problema! Natapos na rin ang exam ko sa Philo11. Nasagutan ko naman ang tatlo sa apat na problems pero di pa rin ako confident. Pangalangin ko na lang na pumasa ako sa subject na iyan. Ang masaklap ay sa darating na Biyernes ay makikita na namin ang final grade namin sa Philo11. Kami pa ang magcocompute. Mas gusto ko na ang surprise!singko kesa sa magluluksa ako sa susunod na mga araw (kung saan ay may apat na exams pa akong natitira.) Ayun pa ang araw kung saan ay malalaman namin ang exemptions para sa Chem31. Umaasa ako na ma-exempt. May pag-asa naman, pero kelangan kong ayusin ang huling exam ko para mataas taas naman ang grade ko. Kelangan ko na talagang mag-ayos ng buhay!

Exam ko bukas sa Bio180. 5-7PM. Hay. Papasok lang ako bukas para dun.... Or not *o* Dahil sa lalabas na nga ang Scientia (<3) ay aasikasuhin na namin yung payments. Maganda ito para sa akin dahil di na masasayang ang pagpunta ko ng UP <3

Kahapon ay natapos na namin sa wakas ang Part1 ng aming CWTS project: isang anti-rabies campaign o/ Maraming aso at pusa. May cute, may nakakatakot. Pero wala namang nakagat o ano. Enjoy siya, pero kahit wala kaming masyadong ginawa e nakatulog kaming lahat pag dating namin sa bahay ni Reena. Pero bago natulog ay nag-ice cream muna kami :P

Motivation, bumalik ka na sana. Lagi ka na lang nawawala nang bigla sa ikalawang semestre.